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clarice choy
sixteen going on seventeen
15th november
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old one had burst
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skin by: Jane
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 2:41 PM
Its drawing near!

christmas never fails to give me a bitter sweet feeling.

merry christmas in advance people :)




Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 2:50 AM
:D

my dad agreed to lend me his nikon camera for jyf camp. so i brought it back to singapore from china after my visit there cus thats where he works. but i stupidly forgot the charger for the camera. he made a call just now telling me that he would fly over to pass me the charger if its really neccasary.

wow. thats my dad?

not that ive ever doubted his love for me. but now i can really see it. asked my uncle for his cam, he denied. saying its too expensive. lack of trust i guess. my heart just broke when a friend from church didnt dare to lend it to me. but hey, he is my uncle! broke even harder.

man, dad, you're the best(Y)



Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 11:16 PM
its not always that simple.

the good guy being placed in the bad guy's shoes might turn into a bad guy. vice versa.

down on inspiration.

theologies theologies theologies. does it really bore people.



Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 9:20 PM
more to life

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let go
There's gotta be more to life, than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me



love her (Y)



Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 5:13 PM
out on your corner in the pouring rain.

didnt know that good bye, meant everything.
farewell.



Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 12:24 PM
shan and rozz meets ris




Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 9:10 PM
word of the day

cyn-ic:
–noun
a person who believes that only selfishness motivates human actions and who disbelieves in or minimizes selfless acts or disinterested points of view.

I love you, you love me, we are one big family, with a great big hug, and a kiss from me to you, won't you say you love me too!

it would be easier to say i love you when we are not being cynical.



Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 2:46 PM
dont want to be everyone

i want to believe you.



Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 10:50 AM
quoted

"Why people do what they do, why they feel how they feel. Because we all need support. More than a form of support.And when you can’t find that support at home, you try looking for it elsewhere. You try looking for a substitute. You manage to find one, put all your hopes and fears and everything you can give in that substitute. And when that substitute leaves, you’re left with nothing.Your support, your fears, your hopes, everything you gave, everything you’ve received. Everything’s gone.Of course it breaks you."
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Agreed. but the thing is, there cant be and wont be any substitutes that will stay with us forever. so we will just keep getting ourselves broken, over and over again. its just sooner or later. until there is nothing left of us. 'change is the only constant we can find' how true could it get.

sorry, i cant help it but quote.

Matthew 6:19
'Do not store up for yourselves treasures* on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal.'

treas⋅ure*
–noun : any thing or person greatly valued or highly prized
–verb : to retain carefully or keep in store, as in the mind.
____ : to regard or treat as precious; cherish.

theives will break in and steal the substitute, it would rust and be destroyed. mark His words. it cant go wrong. dont force Him to rip everything off you like how i forced Him to rip away a huge part of me. or maybe He already did rip you off ? idk. surely i wont be able to understand the pain you have gone through, and you wont be able to understand mine.

but i found it, lost it, and realised there is only one way. thats why we call it project oneway :D
rejoice in your suffering because now i am finally rejoicing after everything has passed.

I believe that God exists, thats why i trust that He makes all things beautiful in His time. no matter how hard it is.

some times i have to constantly remind myself, comeon!
He made a donkey talk!
He split the red sea!
He lead isrealites out of egypt!

He made the lame walk again!
He let the blind see!
He revived the dead!
He rose from the dead!
the list goes on

God of all wonders, He touched my heart.
I am just a speck of dust. but He still cares.

amazing. amazing. amazing.

Do you believe all these ? let me tell you that its freakingly true. cuz i experienced it.

and no, its not a scam. go girl, im keeping you in my prayers. yay or nay? sorry if you think this is all bullcrap. please forgive me (A) cuz its bullcrap from the bottom-est of my heart.

my heart must be filled with it :O



Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 8:21 PM
stop acting.

it gets too tiring when you try to please everyone.